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i haven’t sat down and actually been on here for a more than 10 minutes at a time in months. and it feels good to do it again. i missed it. this is the only place where i can just pour my heart and soul out and i don’t give a damn who reads it or who cares even. this is MY tumblr. if i want to complain, i will. if i want to pour out my deepest darkest secrets, i will. i post whatever i want/feel. if you don’t like it, the unfollow button is in the top righthand corner. just saying. i just dont have time for the computer much these days. FORGOT TO BLOCK TUMBLR! ahahahahaha victory is mine! at least until they see me on here and block it = / I got on this site thinking that just because I’m trying to be anon that no one will know it’s me and I can say WHATEVER the fuck I’m feeling/thinking without being judged. My first mistake was linking my Tumblr to Facebook. I finally thought, ‘well shit, this is a bad idea’. Got rid of it. Problem solved. Then some of my friends from school started following me. I’m like, ‘okay you guys are cool, this is fine’. Problem solved. Then I go on with life. I start posting shit that really honestly comes straight from my brain. No censor. Somebody complains. Somebody unfollows. Thats fine. Problem solved. You will forever and always be judged. No matter if you’re anonymous or not. You think just because no one knows it’s you they wont form some sort of opinion based on what you post and say. Well I can say that I judge too. No one’s perfect. But I have realized that I will never escape this judgement and honestly I don’t care if you unfollow me just because maybe I said something that offends you. If I lose a follower, boo hoo. If I lose a friend, that sucks. Life will go on, and it may feel like its coming down crashing now, but eventually all the shit thats happening now will make you a better and stronger person in the end. 
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