All our friends were hanging out together and something happened, you said you had to go.

I lost all my sense and started screaming and shouting everything I’ve ever wanted to say to you.
How the only thing in the world is that I want you to be happy and if I can’t make you happy then I understand. I want you to get better and if someone else can help you more than I can then I respect that.

As I stood there screaming and crying I told you that I loved you and life seemed to stand still for a moment until you spoke. And you told me you loved me too.
I ran to you and we hugged and I just had to run my hands all over you because I was sure you weren’t really there, because how could you love me back? We stood there for the longest time crying and holding each other so tightly and you stroked my back in an effort to get me to stop crying.

I realize it was only a dream but I desperately wish it could have been real.

And then I only realize that if it was real I would only keep hurting the people I care most about. You and him.

I get sex and dinner.

My two favorite things ;P

He made me chocolate covered strawberries with coconut knowing how much I love them and asked me to be his girlfriend <3 could a girl ask for much more than this?

My boyfriend and I at the Mystery Spot, Santa Cruz, CA.

cute dayyy

when i look back on some of my past relationships (friends & boyfriends) i kind of laugh at myself and wonder what in the world i was thinking. i must have thought it was a good idea at the time and when i think about all my friends now and my current boyfriend i can’t help but smile and know that i’ve grown up and made better decisions in both categories. 

i love you guys =D

MY BABY IS SUPPAH CUTEEE<3

he bought me Breaking Dawn: Part 1 on dvd for v-day!

and if i could just fall asleep in your arms, then maybe, everything would be okay<3

but ahh tumblr, you distract me too much