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I just want to hold her and comfort her. But I know she doesn’t like being touched when she’s upset. I want to kiss her and play with her hair and hold her hand. I want to please her in every sense of the word. I want my name on her lips. I want her to be mine. I want to protect her from all the evils of the world yet I can’t. I love her. And the best and worst part is she’s my best friend. I want to cuddle with him. To know that I am the girl that makes him the happiest. I want to see how my touch makes him feel. I love kissing him. I love holding his hand and just being around him brightens my day. I want to be his. I love him. And the worst part and best part is he’s my best friend. Why did God give me two people that I cannot imagining living without? I love them both. I love them in different ways and for different reasons. They are not the same. They are separate in every way. Yet I love each of them so deeply that it would hurt me to my core to lose them. I know that I could never really be with her because my family would never accept it. Her family would never accept it. To be with him is so easy though. His family loves me and I them. My family loves him and he them. It’s a “normal” relationship. I hate choosing him over her. And her over him. But if I let them both go, where does that leave me? Broken, alone, depressed and missing them. Why does love have to be so complicated? 
That’s not how you’re supposed to react. How am I supposed to respond to that? Ughhh. Boys are confusing! my 11:11 wish is for you to be here with me now 11:11 PM Mon, Jan 17 From: Boyfrann <3 Okay. So, I don’t much like lables but if someone asks me I usually say bi just to save all the time and effort of saying i like both genders. But I’ve thought about it and maybe I could be lesbian, because: a) I don’t like the male reproductive organ (I’ve become used to it, but I still don’t like it) b) I am extremely attracted to girls (sexually) c) I find sex with a guy rather…boring? I like the way guys look. I’m attracted to guys in that way. I like their face and their abs and muslces. Do I wanna sleep with them? ehh not really—not 100% sure though. Would I date one? Yes. What are your opinions? Lesbian? Bisexual? Whatta you think? This kind of makes me sound like an idiot…oh well. 
Dear Santa, All I want for Christmas is a cute hipster boyfriend that wears cardigans and has his ears pierced…OH WAITT, just kidding; already got one of thosee. my baby is the bestt<3 i love youu. like jesus fuck. you’re so stupid. both you. you and him. HE’s USING YOU. ive told you. countless times. its sad how he has you wrapped around his stupid pudgy finger. and HIM, you are disgusting. can you not figure out that there are PLENTY of other girls that you can screw around with and not one person will give a damn. BUT THIS GIRL, i do give a damn about, leave her the fuck alone. you make me sick. and as of right now i want nothing to do with either of you. i want to be there for her, as a friend and as a sister but i cant stand the thought of being on the phone with her at the same time she could be texting you. thanks for fucking it all up. i hope you’re happy douchebag. it means: DO NOT TRY TO TOUCH ME-you will not get away with it DO NOT TRY TO KISS ME-i will slap you DO NOT WHISPER CUTE NOTHINGS IN MY EAR-they will go unnoticed DO NOT THINK THAT I WILL DROP HIM FOR YOU-its not happening 
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