Of wanting to die
Of wanting to live
Of my family
Of school
Of being depressed
Of being me
Of EVERYTHING

pantyninja:

Chevy is no longer with us so every post after this is what she had opened in tabs. She meant to reblog these, in this order, she just never got the chance.

I cant even right now. Chevy. I’m crying right now and there are no words to express how I feel. I cant imagine what Nathalie is going through during this time. Its true that the good ones always die young. May your soul rest in peace. 

For my best friend Jamie. In dedication to her dad, Paul.

He did the two things he loved most the day of his accident, playing golf and riding his motorcycle; and he went out with a bang. He will forever be in our hearts and minds. 

I love you Jamie and I know your dad did too. Make him proud<3

no body, you cannot have all that cheese and ice cream.

and had to have the pregnancy terminated because of complications.

im really sorry for her loss and i’m more sorry that i didn’t go see her before this all happened.

i love you like a mother, churchie<3 please feel better soon.

shes sick and dying.

have you ever had to watch someone die?

its one of the most painful and heart wrenching experiences of life.