All our friends were hanging out together and something happened, you said you had to go.

I lost all my sense and started screaming and shouting everything I’ve ever wanted to say to you.
How the only thing in the world is that I want you to be happy and if I can’t make you happy then I understand. I want you to get better and if someone else can help you more than I can then I respect that.

As I stood there screaming and crying I told you that I loved you and life seemed to stand still for a moment until you spoke. And you told me you loved me too.
I ran to you and we hugged and I just had to run my hands all over you because I was sure you weren’t really there, because how could you love me back? We stood there for the longest time crying and holding each other so tightly and you stroked my back in an effort to get me to stop crying.

I realize it was only a dream but I desperately wish it could have been real.

And then I only realize that if it was real I would only keep hurting the people I care most about. You and him.

my 11:11 wish is for you to be here with me now

11:11 PM Mon, Jan 17

From: Boyfrann <3

i feel very at peace with the world. i had probably one of the best conversations with one of my bestest friends in the whole world. it was amazing to reconnect. its been extremely too long. <3